still totally on tour!!! boooooooooooring!!! just kidding!!!
it rools. pat's being a big baby, but he's still totally my bff. mr. harvey,
our tour manager, won't let us do ANYTHING! i think we're all gonna freak
out if we don't get to do something fun soon. he caught nancy passing
notes in soundcheck and totally yelled at her. it was really mean. steve
got a new top and thinks he's so hot. i think it looks cheap! the new
weird kid phil still wont' talk to anybody, and pat said he saw him eating
his own hair. GROSSSSS! anyway, matt's downstairs playing all the instruments
for steve (like he can play all the instruments! RIGHT! LOL!) still the
weird prize goes to mary mary. she's just WRONG. and totally mean. i think
she's trying to impress mr. harvey by being a total B.I.T.C.H.!! scuse
my language--gotta go check the vocal mike!
oh my gaaaaaad!
rehearsing is SOO HARD! i mean, we have so many songs to learn, and tyler
and phil aren't here anymore, and it's not the same and everything, but
maybe it'll be ok. i think everybody hates me!!!!! it's TRUE!!!!!! everyone's
been such a pain about the band stuff, and i don't even have time to hang
out anymore. boooo! but i'm totally being a big complainer. i mean, jenna
was telling me that everybody hates the record and, like, is totally going
to laugh at me, and i like totally believed her. i was crying and she
was pretending to be nice and all, but SHE WAS THE REASON I WAS CRYING!!!
i think she's totally jealous. her myspace page has like 10 friends. i
nobody understands me. i feel so lonely i could just DIE. dina's being such a bitch, and totally won't sit with me at lunch anymore. it's like DUH--we were totally best friends for maybe ALL OF OUR LIVES, and then, all the sudden, she gets boobs and and her mom buys here stupid new clothes and she's too good for me! i'm so mad at her! but really i just feel sad mostly, because we totally promised to be best friends forever, and i didn't make that many other best friends, and SHE TOTALLY DID. i mean, i 110% stuck by her when she wet her pants in 3rd grade and EVERYBODY made fun of her, and now she's eating lunch with that total bee-hatch shana, who, like makes enemies with everybody. she thinks she's better than everyone because her dad's some real-estate guy, but who cares? anyway, i've finally finished the album and i'm EXHAUSTED, but now i totally have to go on tour forever and miss EVERYTHING. aaaaghhh!!